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Jonathan was feeling sick today, i sure hope he doesnt have the flu im feeling fine but im still walking around every other couple of minutes with the anti bacterial....one day with out seeing joshy feels like forever! I want him home! it seems like he's never going to get here, i know he needs to get better but when i start thinking about the hourse i dont spend with him, the little smiles and laughs and when he cries that his mommy isnt there to try to make him feel better,makes me feel like the worst mother in the world.If i could move in with him to the hospital i would, i would do anything to be with him all the time....sigh. cant wait till tomorrow when i walk into that room and walk over to his isolette and see my little angel sleeping. =) That little guy has gave my life a whole new meaning.