tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3595403319920319938.post5546916737200324492..comments2014-10-07T05:35:54.132-07:00Comments on Forever Mine Forever Ours: meet my new best friend "gateway"Yeseniahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07469472519685296722noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3595403319920319938.post-16769917791183842052010-07-03T21:20:05.694-07:002010-07-03T21:20:05.694-07:00this is a very beautiful entry yesenia. im crying ...this is a very beautiful entry yesenia. im crying over all that you feel right now and wish i could take away just some of the bad you have been working through. ive said this before but i just want to remind you that even though you listed all the bad thoughts and feelings you have, you do have a positive outlook and i can see happiness and peace poking through your words, youre just not there yet. you will be though. you are learning so many special things that we all learn in different ways during life. you are so special and passionate and im really hopng things will start settling down and you can be comfortable as soon as possible. i think of you often :)~gretchen~https://www.blogger.com/profile/15239962567267734089noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3595403319920319938.post-70117351812532360222010-07-03T18:04:56.201-07:002010-07-03T18:04:56.201-07:00I just want to say, I don't think anything you...I just want to say, I don't think anything you are feeling is abnormal at all. To be honest, I'm struggling with watching tons of girls around me pregnant and going full term and complaining and then talking about how their baby came "early" at 38 weeks. I'm like you have no idea. I can't stand it either. I always tell women who complain to be thankful their baby is still baking and to keep baking that baby. They don't know the trauma.<br /><br />Anger is normal. So normal. Hang in there, hon.Lisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00434460346315452273noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3595403319920319938.post-15595258178009612172010-07-02T14:06:14.381-07:002010-07-02T14:06:14.381-07:00If you are willing...I just read another baby loss...If you are willing...I just read another baby loss mom's blog and she got a teddy bear made with her daughter's clothing and bibs and things like that and they turned out REALLY nice and it also gives you something to hold onto at night that's a part of Joshy. I was thinking about doing this for Leila but it's just hard for me to let her clothes be cut up, but here's the link to the other mom's blog and pictures of the teddy bears they got. I think they're adorable so maybe you should think about it.<br /><br />http://jenmagee.blogspot.com/2010/06/to-hold-her-one-more-time.html<br /><br />I'm actually pre-nursing right now I just wasn't sure what field to go into but after my daughter was in the NICU I was also inspired to be a NICU nurse and now that is exactly what I'm doing...well GOING to be doing. So that would be SUCH a nice thing to do for all the other babies that need love and care and I support that decision :D<br /><br />I'm sorry you've been having one of "those" days. I know where you're coming from and I'm not sure what to tell you. I wish I knew a specific time when these days would no longer exist but I can't say that they'll ever go away. I just hope for all our sakes that our days get better. I know exactly what you mean when you say you feel guilty when you're having a "good day" or a "good time" because I do too, but I think our babies would WANT us to be happy. I know it's easier said than done but they are in a better place. I believe that...even though I am also struggling with my religion I believe with all my heart that my baby could and would NEVER go to a place less than she deserved. And our babies definitely deserve the best! <br /><br />Hang in there Yesenia. Like I said I'm here for you whenever you need to talk<br /><br />(((HUGS)))Kalialanihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02098647635980489308noreply@blogger.com